Breaking Bad Habits

so my thighs don't rub together any more
to feel comfortable in my own skin
to like what I look like in my own clothing
to not to be tired any more
to have confidence in myself that I can accomplish something
to be strong and beautiful
to be able to say no to junk food and to diet pop and have it rule my life
to not be addicted to pop any more
to enjoy food and not feel the need to over eat.
to be able to go to party's and family gathering's and not over eat
to be able to say that I accomplished something I set out to do and it helped to change my life
for my family ( husband and son)
to make excuses as to why I can't do this
to finish something that I started.

to be able to play longer with my baby boy
to not be winded when walking
to get back to were I was before I had my son
to not rely on food
to give up junk food and to eat only healthy foods
to be able to have a small amount of something I want that is not on my eating without feeling guilty or going crazy with it.
to be able to wear my old clothes after having my baby